loving people..

when you're down and out.. feeling like crap.. dear friends can really ease the pain..

thank you for spending the time with me.. you're wonderful darling sweet angels..

it's really not simply about what you say.. but it's also the effort to call.. the way you listened.. the time you gave.. the effort you made.. the gesture you did.. the hug you gave..

thankz for being with me..

love you all..

~ mel ~

feeling worse than crap!

ok.. content deleted..

well.. did have a bad monday.. but to be fair.. the entry that was up (if any has read it) it's really just an outpour of agitated and overly worked up emotions.. im fine and things are moving..

thankz for your love people! =)

叶子

Another nice song I've got here.. sadly real and depressing lyrics tho.. recommended by a friend.. have heard it some time back.. but only got down to read the lyrics recently.. it's like.. so real in a world of emptiness...

叶子，是不会飞翔的翅膀。翅膀，是落在天上的叶子。
天堂，原来应该不是妄想。只是我早已经遗忘，当初怎么开始飞翔。

孤单，是一个人的狂欢。狂欢，是一群人的孤单。
爱情，原来的开始是陪伴。但我也渐渐地遗忘，当时是怎样有人陪伴。

我一个人吃饭、旅行、到处走走停停。
也一个人看书、写信、自己对话谈心。
只是心又飘到了哪里，就连自己看也看不清。我想我不仅仅是失去你。

a little contentment

hey.. guess not been updating this place for awhile...

well.. not too much of happenings.. my new job well.. i did find some nice people around lah.. hee.. but well.. as most know.. my minds on the option of full time studies.. so till further updates on this..

just came back from church camp last week.. somehow.. i was searching for some kinda spiritual revival thingee before the camp.. and hesitated pretty long about whether to go ahead with it initially.. when i decided to go ahead.. was also seeking a time of solitude... well.. i guess i got a bit of everything..

"mentoring" is becoming such a big word in my head now.. what are we going to leave behind when we leave this world.. ok.. stop thinking i'm some silly young person who thinks my end is near.. truth is.. you never know.. and what's on the script of our lives if there was one.. and beside going home to God.. what "parts" of us are going to live in the worldly realm we left behind... really hope i can be of help to some people around me... k.. i might sound a 'lil ku-ku lah.. but it's like.. think about it.. our lives.. we have mentors everywhere.. people like parents.. teachers.. bosses.. then we also have peer mentors like friends whom we're learning from each others' lives.. and.. eventually.. our children.. maybe younger siblings, nephews and nieces we may hope to give good advise to.. it's like.. if our little puny life can make a difference to those around us.. how good a deed it is.. no doubt the church camp took me to a trip on deeper understanding of mentoring in Christian living.. i must say it really applies to life too..

hmmm... that'z all for now..