been 3 years

i have no idea who views my blog ever, except for one person.. i know he would read this =)

looking back.. he walked with me the past 3 years of my life subtly, but always there making a difference.. assuring me in some silent way...

it was a rough start, when the road was bumpy... i was in a mess when he stretched his hand to pull me up, helping me dust the bits off my soiled hands...

he showed his anger, and threw his tantrums, but he didn't let go of my hands though they were occasionally coarse and dirty..

he walked me through when i was in school, when i was struggling with paying off my loan, when i graduated, when i started to work again, when i switched jobs, when i struggled with my family, when i got hysterical when i was jobless, till now.. in little baby steps, he walked with me, to accomplish bigger steps...

now here we are, three years into our shared life, perhaps not that long a time for many, but a meaningful portion of our lives =)

though the path ahead may be uncertain, smooth or winding or whatever, it doesn't matter.. what matters most is that our hands are held together, as we journey forward... as sun shines through the rain, and as rainbows decorate the beautiful skies after every storm =)

love you.

on a lazy sunday...

woken up by a phonecall i didn't answer.. i casually pulled up my blanket and turned away from my phone and slipped into another 3 hours of sleep.... zzzz... till an hour ago.. as i woke, i was still so reluctant to open my eyes...

the job has finally kicked in proper.. in bits and phases, pretty much only a start.. but surely taking a fair bit of my commitments... trying to learn as much as i can... and sometimes i wonder why can't my brain just be a 'lil bit more efficient!! heee... not quick enough to react, understand or pick things up... hmm guess i just gotta take some time, hopefully not too long!!

well, anyway.. it's nice to sleep in a few more hours finally, as opposing to waking up early to a rather far-away land for work.. ok.. not that far, but like northern Singapore =p.. in fact.. i'm kinda appreciating this rest although it was only been barely 2 weeks since this started!!

hmmm... away i go.. to spend my lazy day.. ending off this entry to grab my typical all-time makan (aka instant noodles!)...