Wednesday, March 08, 2006

emotions slaved by society?

just a thought.. cos i saw a colleague just now.. we used to have meals tog and kinda hangout.. not dating lah.. i mean colleagues, friends kinda thing.. can talk lah.. but due to some changes in my jobscope... seldom catchup cos less chances to meet lah.. sounds like a pretty normal situation..

today, we met over work duties by chance.. true that there isn't so much to say now.. understandable cos of distance and all.. but the friendliness kinda vanished too..

juz dun quite understand the adaptability of the human mind to non-existence.. simply, the mind seems so caught up, and the words come more distant.. i mean, no one's asking for anything.. and i'm not expecting some kind of hug or wat.. but thought it's quite natural that if you have met someone, spent time, and developed a certain level of communication there.. when you see the person again, you'd quite readily say hi... of cos i mean it in normal circumstances where nothing goes wrong, and no conflicts in place...

am i making sense in my point?? not too sure.. but i do believe people have feelings wat.. perhaps someone might be thinking i'm not indifferent from anyone else.. but.. it really seems like a phenomenon of the people sharing the world we live in.. we're growing further from each other..

if this is part of growing up.. (tho i'm not exactly a kid.. ) i must say that this is so sad.. and i do wish to pull out of this learning.. there' supposed to be warmth and love in life as i always believe..

"And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love" 1 Cor 13:13

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