finding some balance =)

spent most of the day with mum... then the car thingee... generally things were fine... tho something is still bugging me... but i'm doing well today =) guess my mood was really quite cheery because the car thing really didn't quite affect me... =p

met up with a bro... somebody i knew some years back but never really spoken to deeply... this evening was a time we chat a fair bit... and somehow... he drew some balance in my life... was getting a little lopsided with some stuff... but... yah... these couple of weeks were like times of re-tuning my mind and soul... heehee... i must add... had a 'lil crazy chat over the phone with a sweet fella too... original intention to cheer him a little... i ended up in a silly school-time like conversation which was pretty fun... thankz dude if you're reading ;) wahahahahaha!!

guess my recent entries are a little weird... i don't actually re-read my own posts... because they were simply emotions during a particular time which i "recorded" down... but feelings and emotions that i go through are things that don't leave my life... well at least so far that's how i think i am...

i don't find a real link between some of the entries... but... based on my recollection... they are a chain of fluctuating emotions i kinda have been fighting within myself... but i don't spell everything so clearly... like prefer a little ambiguity in the blog that likely some would know, some could guess or others may wonder what i write about... i may eventually forget... or remember events vaguely... but how i felt will probably sting me or warm my heart as i take every step in this worldly realm of life... and these are probably the things that discourages me most or boosts my strive the best... as i always believe... strongest weapons are likely the weakest defence; vice versa... and for me... would think emotions are one of them... =)

with this... i'm turning in... wish everybody a good night... going to bed with a smile... hee =)