restless

just feeling restless... came in with a blank mind... wanna drop a few lines but dunno what to write... heading for my home cell in a short while...

i feel like going out leh... but... also like mood abit sian... woke up feeling a little grumpy already this morning... dunno why also... now... nobody's home... everybody went out to have fun... how shiok eh...

earlier today went to the so-called office... and dialed the first few numbers (equates to cold calls) to some people who are supposed to be interested to sell houses... whoah... this job no joke leh... k lah... i knew it lah... that's why i'm kinda dragging myself a little to even get started... then... for 3 days... mum has been going to office with me... then huh... must like PR with the whole world... not like i really mind lah... but just that... is truly a "people's business"... sounds silly lah... i usually don't have a problem smiling... but... i don't like to feel like i have to smile you know... hahaha... okok... i'm making myself sound so "dao" suddenly... that's not what i meant lah... but i guess... in very practical sense, this embarkation will be good training ground for me... to humble myself as much as to build some ego confidence... geez... that's actually how i describe it...

k lah... till the next... since i'm pretty much available with time at my desk... my entries will prob be more frequent than daily... hee....